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i really hate this time of year. i do. thank god i'm done with all my xmas stuff. finally. i looooooove xmas lights. but that's it. and i haven't even really gotten to enjoy it this year. i can't drive at night anymore.

xmas just feels like one big obligation. i feel like i'm spreading myself too thin sometimes.

but that's been my state of mind lately. i want to be selfish and stop caring about anybody else. i'm having a serious lack of motivation lately as well.

i'm also really cranky right now.

winter

even though i hate the wintertime, it makes for some excellent scenery. the skies were incredible last night on my drive home.

( you can see how dirty my windshield is )