weird

so i'm totally fascinated by astrology, but i don't believe in horoscopes. they're total bunk. however i'm reading ok magazine (i know, right?) and this is tripping me out a little. it's my horoscope for 2008.

It's time to form deeper connections with people in your life. Challenge yourself to show some vulnerability instead of hiding behind jokes or pretending you don't care.

what the fuck. that's been my goal lately. to harden myself, to not care. and hello! all i do is make jokes. but that's always been my nature.

and i'm actually wanting to cut myself off from people (totally retreating into my anti-socialness again). which leads to...

This year, you'll discover who your real friends are. Watch out for clingers, backstabbers and people who need constant rescuing. You tend to attract "lost-soul" types, but this isn't the year to bring home every stray you meet.

i think i need to clean house.