this is how retarded i am

it's no secret i have a crush on chris hardwick. i have since forever and i just can't seem to let it go. i think he's funny and cute. the fact he's all smart and geeky just makes him better. it was a big deal but i friended him on myspace. i was so shy about it! why? he has fans, i'm not the only one. but i was a big dork.

he has a facebook and i'm having an even bigger complex. i feel like facebook is more personal for some reason. i don't want to intrude. why does he still make me get all squee?

what is wrong with me? nerd.