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i hate the winter
Dec. 2nd, 2007 08:16 ami can feel myself falling into a funk, though this year is way better than previous ones. mostly i'm just really irritated and cranky. some of it is due to the fat russian (i'm coming up with a secret evil plan to get her fired). some of it is due to the weather (i hate the cold).
lately i've been thinking of friends and relationships and how they slowly evolve and change. sometimes i have to step outside of the friendship to look at what's going on and determine if i really want to be there. i wish i wasn't so fickle. i wish i wasn't easily annoyed and disappointed by people. the thing i'm having problems determining is if it's my personality that's changing or if it's the other person. i've concluded it's a little bit of both.
one thing i need to work on is my confidence/shyness. i'm still afraid to make new friends and i'm getting kind of sick of the one(s) i'm around currently. like how i did that? bottom line, amanda and simon are cool. everyone else can suck it.
lately i've been thinking of friends and relationships and how they slowly evolve and change. sometimes i have to step outside of the friendship to look at what's going on and determine if i really want to be there. i wish i wasn't so fickle. i wish i wasn't easily annoyed and disappointed by people. the thing i'm having problems determining is if it's my personality that's changing or if it's the other person. i've concluded it's a little bit of both.
one thing i need to work on is my confidence/shyness. i'm still afraid to make new friends and i'm getting kind of sick of the one(s) i'm around currently. like how i did that? bottom line, amanda and simon are cool. everyone else can suck it.
