i'm always cranky, it seems. i'm tired of everything and of everyone. i want to move someplace far away so i can cut off contact with everyone i know and start over. start fresh.
of course, i don't want to leave orange county and i can't very well move to santa ana and cut off ties with everyone. well i could but it would be harder to do. i'd eventually bump into someone i know and have to talk to them.
i told nancy at work that i want her to be my new best friend because she's cooler than ed. i love that chick. she's awesome.
need to get over the crush. that's never going to happen.
i need to go to a show! i need to see a really good rockin band. i want to see phantom planet or the dandys again. i really want to see pp. it's been too damn long since i've been to a show.