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i'm in YL right now. moved more stuff. i may move the computer tomorrow, depending on whether or not i get a desk. alli said she'd go to ikea with me tomorrow to look.

by the way... THANK YOU ALLI!!!! you are the greatest. she helped me move again. ed was a no-show. bastard.

i don't want to be here. i don't want to be in orange anymore. i just want to find a place to live alone. will somebody please fund that? i need a sugar daddy.

one good thing about this, dad said he could hook up the dsl in my room... so i'll have DSL! yay.

anyway, i'm going to steal some of mom's food and watch some tv.

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i already want to kill myself. my mom's arranged my room to her liking. while they were gone, i rearranged it to how i'd like it. she's already moved everything back.

she's already picked out a computer desk for me. she was going to buy it but thougt maybe she should ask me first.

i'm tired. i want to cry. my head hurts. i loathe my neighbors. is it too late to look for an apt in santa ana? it's too late to move in with ed.