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Oct. 2nd, 2003
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Oct. 2nd, 2003 09:56 pmi was reading a post by ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sholanda and she mentioned something about where she was a year ago. and it got me thinking about where i was. and i kind of wish i could go back.
a year ago, i think i was probably the happiest i'd ever been. trish and i had just recently moved out. we'd only been in the apt a few months, so it still felt very new and exciting. we were out on our own. people were always coming over. i was still talking to matt and dustin. we were having a good time.
i still liked BBB. i was working there full time, i was going to school part time. and i was driving out to sherman oaks 2 mornings a week to intern for the coolest chick ever. (that would be the one i steal most of my post ideas from). even though the drive was way long, it was worth it. i was having such a great time. i was doing something.
i was happy. i loved my life.
it's amazing how much things can change in a year. i wish i could feel that again. i'm not happy. i have my moments, but i've been going through this weird emotional something. i don't like my job. i don't like feeling stagnant. i want to get into the radio/recording studio thing again. but i don't even know how to go about it anymore. i don't have the financial stability nor the time to look for an internship or apprenticeship or something like that.
maybe next year will be better.
sholanda and she mentioned something about where she was a year ago. and it got me thinking about where i was. and i kind of wish i could go back.a year ago, i think i was probably the happiest i'd ever been. trish and i had just recently moved out. we'd only been in the apt a few months, so it still felt very new and exciting. we were out on our own. people were always coming over. i was still talking to matt and dustin. we were having a good time.
i still liked BBB. i was working there full time, i was going to school part time. and i was driving out to sherman oaks 2 mornings a week to intern for the coolest chick ever. (that would be the one i steal most of my post ideas from). even though the drive was way long, it was worth it. i was having such a great time. i was doing something.
i was happy. i loved my life.
it's amazing how much things can change in a year. i wish i could feel that again. i'm not happy. i have my moments, but i've been going through this weird emotional something. i don't like my job. i don't like feeling stagnant. i want to get into the radio/recording studio thing again. but i don't even know how to go about it anymore. i don't have the financial stability nor the time to look for an internship or apprenticeship or something like that.
maybe next year will be better.